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Hallo allemaal..

Ik blog de laatste tijd niet tot heel weinig.
Ik zit de laatste tijd nogal in de knoop met mijzelf en het verwerken van al het verlies.
Mijn tante, mijn gezondheid, mijn school, mijn baantje, thaiboksen en vriendje,
ben ik allemaal in zeer korte tijd kwijt geraakt.

Ik sta op instorten heb ik het idee,
heb geen idee hoe ik me voel, ik zit in ieder geval flink in de knoop..

all i can do is dream.. damn

I've been lonely, I've been waiting for you
I'm pretending, and that's all I can do
The love I'm sending ain't making it through to your heart

since I've lost you, I'm lost too
Sorry for the trouble that I put you and your heart through
God knows that I'd do anything for a part two
be prayin' for the day you come back to me, sayin' that you forgive me
Give me another chance, I'm needin' it like a kidney
I don't wanna advance, give me back his hands
Give me back his touch, I don't ask for much
but I fucked up, I know I fucked up, I admit I fucked up
but everybody fuck up
I was his everything, he was my soldier
You were the pistol to my holster ..

You forgot about the house, you forgot about the ring
I remember everything
You can't tell me you don't remember those nights
and if I would cry, then you would cry twice
To me you are the brightest star under sunlight
See take away my title, take away my stripes
You give me back my boy and you give me back my life
See this is just a nightmare, so I blink twice
Open up my eyes hoping' he'd be in my sight
I remember the time, I wish I could bring it back

But I hope you haven't forgot about me
and your girlfriend is not like me
I remember we would sit at home all day
You called me "Baby", I called you "Hon’"
My momma asked about you, my partners did too
I know your daughter will be so amazing' like you
I know you probably wish you never met me, and I just wish you never forget me
No engagement can amount to your friendship
and I hope that girl know she got a king, and all I can do is dream .. Damn

mad about you